Scared and Alone?
Good evening Kay,
Today's blog is coz I am felling scared, so much so I can't sleep. Have this happened to you too? And reason? scared of a ghost sitting next to you a skeleton red dripping eyes, or beneath your bed, Then each hush it pulling you towards it.. one question. is this real, or just another castle in your head scaring you to loose your reality. Kay you know when you fight someone or something then you are not just fighting it, but 2 more unknowingly one externally controlling the natural tendency of actions and another internally with emotions making yourself rigid and fluid just to adapt. Kay a better way is to resolve it rather than biasing towards an end.
You know kay (guru ji) told me a story as time progressed in the scale of humanity, Enemy of us come closer and closer and in Kal Yuga they reside within us, 7 demons within everyone, and we are under their possession most of the time, now how you act in your actions define in which state of goodness you are. Kay its easy to overpower this scary felling with an even stronger felling, the felling of lust (most strong) & you won't fell the prior, this is easier way, not the best. Its like killing to cause peace, this never works. Then how can I sleep peacefully?
Kay you have thought of various things, you have planned in future and the fear is not of that stupid dead ghost, but of the actions that would bring to you when you fail in future, Kay our brain often test us let me see the possibilities that can be exploited coz that releases adrenaline. Kay fear of ghost is not real, what's real is the fear of not being feared of ghosts, but of my actions (feared of self), then some links from past some, subconscious and that's is the dripping ghost. Kay you are fearing yourself coz you have deviated from what you are supposed to, you have explored new boundaries, and these though harmless doesn't define you a new way to live and to adapt, Kay boundaries are not a place to roam around these are limits I am trying to exploit.. respect them coz time will let you know what is worthy and what's not, we often forget to respect what's meant to be and these limits are the checkmates in life. no one move leads to but Too many in wrong path and life is derailed to and extent you can't return.
If still unconvinced then think why today? when it was going as good as it can be... This ghost is not behind your health, its behind your actions kay, & how it can corrupt. So you be in pain of loss and a part of dark brain wins., A way forward is to defend against, with motivation (remind yourself the reasons and hardships of everyone who has supported, your parents kay.. my mom).. See kay the brain has a tendency to latch on some thoughts to distract you, from what you are supposed to, better would be if this distracting thought is the goal..
Kay be what you want but don't exploit, what you have, to be a deviated version of you wanted. Have faith in Time and Krishna, he will make things better and never sigh for once to do better in action in morals and in emotions. Learn and try to resolve than to fight...
good night..
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