The Well Of Knowledge.

Well thought, who am I to share you the great knowledge, the deepest of all, when this Kay is not perfect himself. But now I am sitting here thinking what it would be, if she would have been here, not Koo this time. 

- As I have promised to learn first and then share, the "spiritual", I have stayed in an Ashram for about 2 weeks and have stayed away from there for same. You know, it was insightful, full of knowledge about this sprit soul and why our actions are often so.. But now I am sitting here in smoke of a Cigar, clouding even the next wall, its not intrusive, but subtle, like waves in air, shaping and folding then disappearing. 

- You see it started with a belief. A belief never told by my parents, but understood from faculties here at collage, from the priest and many other, it's that masturbation is not a healthy practice, some say it make us more Ignorant, some affirms that the body, I happen to be in becomes weak, it reduces this and increases that and what not. All material, either for this body or from this body.

-Why it happens that the body become deviant when we fall prey to words? Words of "Free Will", conscious, or from others.

- Kay I may not know the cause behind it most of time, nor do I need to find every time. For this body to be truly a servant of my will, I this soul, have to be the servant of Him, An obedient, obliged servant whose glories lie in serving not in most ritualistic way, but in the true sense, Serving.

- Kay the well is shallow without penance and atrocities. With this hardship comes a voice, that says you have done it previously, it's time to prove it again. But if this time it's not in you control then better surrender and listen to words, I am falling pls save me "Krishna". Try to say this before & believe in your words.

- lastly Kay never promote those thoughts that make somehow creates a "?" on your capabilities when you are in the process. Coz its a slope to destruction after.. And those thoughts, that are significant now will die eventually.