The Situation.. I found my-self at..

Good Afternoon Kay.. its better today.. the weather and the state of mind.. as scene gushing past me at incredible rates and I stood determined to write this.. I know its after a long time since I have written.. I'll try even harder to continue this time.. Lets learn something interesting together today. What about the childhood ?. its the immaturity / is it the denial to understand.

- Kay we all have observed people of great (small/ big) age, acting differently, from what they are supposed to.. like something stuck and its bothering them to work as they should.. or in denial why do most of us stop making sense..? Worst is it raises a red flag for them.. like a black dot on the white page and what do we see? Fault is of both, one who sees it and one who acts it.. 

- Why do I often, behave differently and got offended by some actions and some talks? What makes me fall in a death trap, that waste a lot of time and emotions of me and those who support me in it.. You know Kay we often mistreat, coz they behaved weird.. See Kay these are emotions which comes when either I am suffering from low self esteem or I am afraid to trust them., or coz of our shared past experience. Kay advancing myself against situations is why I wanted to write not against the humans & especially those whom we call family..

- You know Kay we are often prey of same reoccurring patterns, which we unknowingly create and then continue to revolve in them., without the slightest of hint, what they can make us do.. and worst is, you wont be able to know until someone remind you or you find weird similar felling's.. these patterns are sometimes the key why they, or why I am lost in similarities.. Kay never generalize the things which you observe, its a way to fall in these patterns..

-Its often the misunderstanding in me and in them,, about the flow, in which we are trapped.. You know we are unable to trust, if we ourselves are not trusted from the begging, & have shown how precious we are.. Its hard but you can lift yourself.. In the right compony of friends and family, which will make you to believe in yourself and help you to build trust in other.. Kay its hard,,. I know to fall prey of consequences.., instead of killing the relations, try to accept the outcome., & work on.. how to hold those we have and what may come in future.. And have someone to wish you luck always,, coz that matters.  

In the end I suggest you to listen to this beautiful song form Gregory Alan Isaokv- Honey its all right. These are few reasons why we are immature to the state we are at.. think about it, find you own reasons of being immature and love finding the insights, coz then you can work on what truly matteres most to you. now its time to make a stop.. & have a thoughtful day ahead..