Overwhelmed.

 Good Evening Kay, today is different, it rained on !st day.. Some tunes and a night to pass, alone..

  - Kay let's do this thought experiment.. & see what you find.. . We all have some emotions or memories of our Koo in us.., now imagine the most beautiful moment we have spent,, as if you both are looking to a boy (Kay) and a girl (Koo) living in that moment.., imagine now she goes, and the Koo-Kay in the moment looks at you,,, will you be able to give them shelter in your heart ?..

- Kay have you ever felt how it fells like to be kissed? Try to imagine it.. She with her shy looks Kissing you., on your fore-head.. & then holding you as if you are all she have.. We often forget in love,. Kay its all about living in the moment as adore it as much as we can.. About the Happiness in the moments ehrn I see them back,.. 

- You know Kay, this Kay was very insecure, I have always seen the world around and tried to run from what they do, (as if what I will do will work).. You know I never believed, I some-how always reminded me that one day its gone be over,. Indeed it did, but that ruined some of my memories,, coz what we think, we speak it, without filters, to them coz they know we are hiding.., & creates gap.. I was just insecure..  

- Koo, pls if your words can make me strong.. then never hesitate to speak them, coz its us who hold us.. in all ups and downs,, When tears flows or when your tummy hurts.. You know Koo, after us,, I stopped caring for anything,. just doing.. what seems, you would have told me,. to do, without questions.. I often told me,, Kay my Koo would be here. just wait.. be a man you promised.. 

- All these and beyond Kay give me happiness, coz then I have something to hold in memories, that belongs to Koo.. You know Kay, When I calculate, I just find how foolish I was, in all my memories.. but when I see Koo, I just feel overwhelmed.. And bed hurts most.. I don't have a pink teddy.. I hold my hands as if you would have.. Koo. I still miss you,.. & love this feeling..