If not.. Offended; If yes.. then trust..?

 Good Morning Kay.. 22 today. Celebrating Rama..

- I often remind myself, that no-one should be worthy of trust, nor should I, but then I also don't understand the meaning of Trust. Its belief..  or wanting to believe, that creates trust.. and its fragile.. A wrong step, a misunderstanding,.. and all the leaves are shed.. How enraged we get.., without seeing that,  tree we planted, is not coz my care only, but sunlight of there's as well..  We are always ready with our axes, to chop it down, & burn it.. remember kay, time.., The balance of time..... who will let you know.. whom should I trust..

- Often it happens just coz I am impatient, I loose hope, got angry,.. And what not, I think.. when I already know they will be, there for me.. But coz thoughts are faster than actions,., I loose in hatred,. and what a fine line it is.. between 2... its, there & and they left me.. may be, my fault I might Imagine really fast, what I wanted to see.. 

- You know Kay we always wore googles, those which blinds us.. specks of love, specks of greatness.. and worst specks of worthless value,.. We often see, many in aggression protecting whom they are attracted to.. yet other seems to be admiring it? Protecting me or handicapping me??.. A teacher told me once.. Fool me once shame on you.. and fool me twice shame on me.. Kay.. don't neglect, when you see same thing, just presented in different emotions.. they will again fool & laugh on me..

- We got offended coz we see.. we hear.. & feel.. all passive actions, & how greatly they affect me.. and a gang of fools admire this.. No one knows what we are facing, its true, but doing such that will make you odd is also not worth it.. I also love someone, may be she does not and its not her boundation to ever think for me.. You know Kay when I first confessed it to Koo, she said she don't.. at all. but if I would have lost at that moment.. Then this might not be born..

- Our actions brings consequences, when they are meant to be bad.. And same actions bring peace, when thought for better. . Living the moment.. truly without a thought makes it special. When I don't think of anything other than joy.. Priceless moments are those which I have lived with whom I trust.. and best are with them whom I wanted to trust.. Then the point of yes and no don't count.. neither trust or getting offended.. Its just a chain of moments unfolding, beyond what I can understand..