Dreams...

Good Afternoon Kay,.... (sunny and clam), like a Dream in winter mornings..

Dreams....

 I have a dream to (....................................),

-What a way to say, what I see and admire, should be the reality, I wish to live in...

*there are more then 100 ways to push this blog in a generic sense* like should be seen or they should be fulfilled through hard work and determination,..... .But what I wanted truly is to undo my greatest mistakes.. a life full of perfect me, what a life to be lived in to. 

- A dream to hold her back, like I used to, all those words are now mere words, we said, soo perfect in their sense when said and soo meaningless now. I dream to loose all those memories "I have?" of her. A dream to make her laugh one last time on my unusual humor, a last time to kiss her, as we used to, A dream to give her all the happiness she deserves, all best and worst to let her appreciate my presence.

- Its a secrete, if you want them to be with you for forever as long as forever is.. "respect them" as if, they are a delicate flower, a wrong and they will get ruined, as if they are a most beautiful thing alive to be there, as if you are just none to be with them and let them see this and hold you up for this. 

- A dream to give my koo all the best of the world and beyond, who lives in my thoughts, and laughs with me in my mind, who supports me inside of me, who is not my possession but where she herself wants to be mine.

- Kay never make this mistake again  'I am not going to', if she is slipping away don't, try to hold her back, she will slip even faster then, let her slip away.. hope they come and don't try to hold them back as I did after they are gone, belive me it makes it worse... (hopes are mere hopes..). 

- I hope to see her again, as I saw her by the pond, when I met her first, when I saw her for first, that shyness of mine, the everlasting smile of mine all hazy flashbacks. The image that I still have in my mind of her far  away from her reality now..  A weird question now comes what if,, I have a chance to go back will I speak the truth or lie to them by the pond? Will that newly born kay will be able to suffer it, will that perfect koo be able to listen it.? looks like an ocean away.. and they will bear Sunami.. 

- See where it goes.. Dreams are mere 'pretty hopes' and hopes are questionable.. what is not are my efforts for them.. keep on kay.. and love is even beautiful dream...