Continued Past..

 Good Morning Kay. Its 2 am now..

This blog have a pinch of taste of yesterdays blog and is continuum of it..

-Kay it all starts with childhood, where we understand the notions of feelings.       Those rich warm felling of care, protection and (support in venerability),  Its   these familiarities we strive to find in love, giving happiness in the process..   Kay ever wondered why those same strange feeling sometimes soothes you?.. even the worst of fear vanishes if its familiar.

-Kay ever wondered the qualities I strive to find in him/her are too familiar to me and sometimes they overlap with our mom/dad or someone whom we admire a lot from the past. Those best moments we have with them, we try to recreate, with someone who suits in it.                                                                                        Even I strive to find Koo in everyone.

-Ever Thought, why I am strangely attracted towards them, OR the special feelings?? when I hardy know them.., and all I remember is their resemblance... and more they resemble more I become attracted to them... . If they are a foreign felling then no-matter how ideal they are, I might not feel at all. Have you felt that "even all is right still something is missing" A little too Right...

-Kay most of us have wrong notation of love, the feelings from childhood those warm & tender & felling of security, that we felt from close once,.. we disguise it with love. Even our parents mispronounce it " we love you.., most" when all they want to say "we really care for you dear boy/girl as we have seen you grow in front of our eyes, we always do best from our side, to make you smile as wide. Grow and be successful" These indeed are Fellings of True love but misunderstood with love.

-Kay I must understand, that feelings I earned from childhood those kaymotions will not resemble the adulthood love. Where I am not only a recipient but need to be a donor as well.... Kay we often build the adulthood love with familiar childhood felling's, and strive to relive them with our soulmates or in our fantasies.. 

-Kay "adulthood love is crafted on the childhood love" ..-kay.  Thus rightly said "One must understand its past and try to liberate oneself from it"

-if you have time kay then write down the feelings you love most to (find in my soulmate/ are in my soulmate) and try to resemble with past.. you might find something truly amazing. good night its 8 now..