Understand what you Loose..

 Good Evening Kay, lets come back..

 Kay lets understand the loss today....

- Kay, how does it felt when you wanted to hug somebody deeply,,, and all you left is hugging yourself back ? As if, they somehow vanish in between your arms,,,, and your arms collapse back to yourself,.... .

- No-matter how hard I try to recreate those moments, I cannot relive them without her,.... No matter,, how many times I went back to those streets & parks & places I will not be able to see her again. She is gone... Is that a loss, or learning about the loss.. ???

- What about a sorry??  Will it create those moments back? To all who will read this- pls tell me does "saying sorry to her,, will it make her loose my value.., in her eyes or loose in my eyes"? 

- I don't know Kay,,,, but if you truly love her,, just loose yourself,,, and if she is true,,, she will hold you,, as if you are, what is her world, and she will shape you truly different,, just never thought differently or regret,,.. even if shaping requires a loose of the truth,,,... maybe that's a way to calm myself,, or to show myself she is there somewhere ,Idk..

- It hurts Kay,,.. when we just think of loosing,, someone... somehow... somewhere I never wondered,,, She always said,, she is gone be there "always" and now she isn't there,.. lets listen this song "Teri Deewani" .. Koo I know, you will never come to  know, how hard I tried to stop myself,, how hard I tried to not to look for you,, but I also don't know where to stop.. Kay IDK whom to trust and whom not to .. and if I can loose someone like you IDK what else I can,, maybe myself...

-Kay, ever wondered, how it would have felt if you loose your pet.... who is chasing your car.. and somehow you cannot stop the car in an empty road... Feel the pain in her,,, and in myself, feeling of what comes? Shivering Fear or the fear of Not be able to touch her again, Not be able to hugggg her again, Not be able to listen her again, not be able to feel her again, Just not and lots of nots.. These hurts... (X unknown times) and that's the pain,,,...... when I loose Koo.. Pain comes when something starts to hurt you.. Kay again listen to each word of the song "Saiyaan"....

 - loss a word, a feeling, an emotion, a moment, or someone, my father, or Sir or what I thought was mine.. or myself, Kay you know they will deliver best when they have lost something deep..

Kay lets bear the perfect loos,,, the life,, and find joy in the loss maybe you find something really special , Do share it with me....