Understanding Love Begins.

 Good evening Kay,, hope you are cheerful today.. 

In the upcoming blogs I strive to understand love its power, relations and hardships.

-Kay I can teach you a million ways to love someone and still you cannot make them fall in love with you, I need to understand this first, they are the butterfly and they are meant to fly. I can be that flower whom they came back to... Love can turn human from physical to meta-physical,.. emotions,,  whom we admire our whole life.. 

-Kay I also really don't know where to start and how to, but I think if I just a bit by bit understand my feelings... what I like, why I get attracted, why I am melancholy sometimes or why I became to silent and dull sometimes and sometimes too loud and cheerful, why I restrict myself sometimes and let myself loose, in other ways,,, why I care when I hardly know them and feel like they are fool without knowing them... and a billion more thoughts which I process in my day, some which let me loose and drift away from this reality and slowly i came back to life....

-Kay a teacher said to me "if you have a cup, and its full then only you can share it with others" i.e.. if love for myself is full then only I can fell the depth of love for them.. as sharing is fun only when I am satisfied with what I have..

-Kay I must understand that they are free soul,, and its up to them, if they love me or not all... all I can do is to admire and give them reassurance,, that will stay for them no Metter what wise they choose to do... 

-I must warn you kay,, being in love will not always going to give you happiness or the feeling of empathy or sympathy I strive to find...., it have its dark sides as well. I must understand "why I needed to be loved" and "the one who loves me, why do they" .

-kay remember to smile when they want you to smile...

-Best of worst comes from love and vice-versa without it..-Kay.

Think why you "love",

Good night Kay..